mothers day

mother's day...never thought i would have struggled so much. i miss calvin more then ever but i was just trying to think of today as just another day. then it hit me, i know that i am a mommy but it is hard to feel like it when you don't have a child to hold. i am so thankful that God blessed us with the 9 months with our sweet boy and now He has blessed us with the pregnancy of canaan. i don't thank Him enough for all the good things He has given us.