long needed update

i haven't been very good at updating, it has been hard to think about doing it. we got the results of the amnio which came back positive. we were expecting that so from then on we have taken each day that goes by as a blessing that God has given us this pregnancy. we find joy in every kick that we feel and i'm so thankful that josh has been able to feel him many times! i'm not going to lie and say that every day since then has been good--we take it day by day thanking God for that day and also sharing some (well a lot) of tears. i often think God does not give us more then we can handle and i'm amazed at the strength He has given josh and i during this time. what an amazing God we serve!